Thursday, September 30, 2010

love

East Village rooftops
Thai coconuts
photo expeditions
avocado sushi
long talks on stairs
socks
people watching
sidewalk cafes
cloudy blue sky
stoops
dick jokes
vitamins
skateboarding competitions
little kids
jewelry
voicemails
red bananas
Charlie
shitty wine
new friends, fun boys
swisha house
sea shell toilet seats
bed.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010




It's fucking weird weird weird walking past 10th St.
not taking a left
and not even taking a right

just walking on.

I felt like I couldn't see through my lens today. I saw a sign that said "Don't forget to write."
I saw plastic grapes and pretty graphic design, shitty graffiti and misty building tops. And there you were on my mind, just sitting there, swinging your feet.
And then I closed my eyes and there were your lips.
I took a deep breath.

I ate Lamb Chopper and a stale baguette. I ate figs and drank wine. I went out for a walk after the house was sleeping. I had a standoff with a cat. I slept fitfully and here I am. Pouring it out. Holding it back. Beating my drum.

I want to rip open my chest and pull everything out, put it all back rearranged.






the first night

Saturday, September 18, 2010

love and hate

burning garbage
volcanic sand
frangipani
open sewers
masakan pandang
Ann
GREEN
lotus
openness
offerings
sudah selesai
exhaust
bisquat
mangosteen
chickens
Putu
nasi
sambal
smiles
black and white striped plastic bags
bunkus
kelapa muda
Delta
rambutans
sate
incense
men in sarongs
mangy dogs
quiet island escapes
yoga with the sun in my face
volcanoes
pomelo
love and expansion
fear and contraction
kaffir lime
geckos
rats
Boy
Aril
the compound
Ilo, Ibu, Bapak, Gunati, Putu II
rosella
everything
and more


Thursday, September 16, 2010

Sunday, September 5, 2010

It will be fall soon, somewhere.


It's raining here again.